One time I lost a feather
a tear, a marble, a stone, a scar
and I saw a star
And I found a flower
a stream, a sky, a cloud, a song
and knew I could belong
And I looked and I saw
a tree, a bush, a deer, a pond
because i grew fond
Of the thin fingers
the cheeks, the smile, the lips, the voice
and I made my choice
I took the sweetest music
from a wind, a bee, a stream, a bird
from a very tiny world
And stole letters from a book
oh, all the letters that I took!
To write a word, a song, a reply
to the star in your eye
We looked up to
the skies and
wondered
When will the snow
fall down
And cover up the
blood and bitter
taste the days have
left behind
Opening into
silence and the
white empty
depths
And nights filled
with glitter and
light
To hide how dark
everything was,
how loud and clustered
We waited for the
snow to fall and
cover us up
For all the days to
come
And go away
1.
In my dream
A man followed you
Whom you didn't want to see
So I took him by the waist
And threw him over the edge
To be swallowed by the sea
I had to be a year older to realize that
There was no one but us
Just you an me
2.
I always hung around
Even when you asked me to leave
I guess I deserved what I got
Cold benches and ice creeping in the sleeve
3.
He talked with you long and hard
I don't know about what
That's when I threw him into the waves
And deserved what I got
4.
The people you talk to have a flaw
They are far smarter than me
Or maybe just pretend they are
To give them a reason to be
5.
In my dream
A man followed you
Where yo
One time I lost a feather
a tear, a marble, a stone, a scar
and I saw a star
And I found a flower
a stream, a sky, a cloud, a song
and knew I could belong
And I looked and I saw
a tree, a bush, a deer, a pond
because i grew fond
Of the thin fingers
the cheeks, the smile, the lips, the voice
and I made my choice
I took the sweetest music
from a wind, a bee, a stream, a bird
from a very tiny world
And stole letters from a book
oh, all the letters that I took!
To write a word, a song, a reply
to the star in your eye
We looked up to
the skies and
wondered
When will the snow
fall down
And cover up the
blood and bitter
taste the days have
left behind
Opening into
silence and the
white empty
depths
And nights filled
with glitter and
light
To hide how dark
everything was,
how loud and clustered
We waited for the
snow to fall and
cover us up
For all the days to
come
And go away
1.
In my dream
A man followed you
Whom you didn't want to see
So I took him by the waist
And threw him over the edge
To be swallowed by the sea
I had to be a year older to realize that
There was no one but us
Just you an me
2.
I always hung around
Even when you asked me to leave
I guess I deserved what I got
Cold benches and ice creeping in the sleeve
3.
He talked with you long and hard
I don't know about what
That's when I threw him into the waves
And deserved what I got
4.
The people you talk to have a flaw
They are far smarter than me
Or maybe just pretend they are
To give them a reason to be
5.
In my dream
A man followed you
Where yo
Moje su okuke pruge
I topole
Put kroz kukuruze
i oružje
Planine nevidljive u magli
I šuma koja polako umire
Moji su izgriženi nokti
I pocepane jakne
Oblaci trske
Vrane u sumrak
Moje je sve
Što s njegovom
dozvolom uzimam
Ili zato što ne zna
Da je svet njegov
I ostavlja mi okuke pruge
I topole
It has been a while! Last time I was here I was freshly graduating high school, and now, over two years later, I'm doing.... actually pretty great?
I'm definitely doing miles better than I used to over the years I spent on this website back as a teenager, and if anyone who knew me back then is still around to read this, I just want to thank you for putting up with me all that time. Thank you, but also, how the fuck.
I was going through a lot, but that doesn't change the fact I was bad enough to make present me want to punch the me that made bullshit on this website out of a window. I'd punch a kid if that kid is past me.
If anyone cares a
im here out of pure undilluted Spite and theres nothing but rage and caffeine left in me at this point
also im graduating in like 10 days so thats fun
i also seem to have acquired a pigeon
SO GUESS WHO IS STILL ALIVE. holy shit my page looks edgy as fuck but im too lazy to change it up?
Anyway hi how've yall been i miss you folks but my laziness evolved to the point where im not trying to seek anyone out so this is kind of an open letter: how've you been? I missed you i hope youre ok